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Major Depression and anxiety

Author: Anonymous (Riverside County)
Posted: 08/13/2013 @ 8:30 pm
Just looking for some help, advice/guidance , been locked up most of my life. I'm 54 years old, enter back into society about 4 years ago after 15 straight calendar years for the Feds. After about 35 years of livening in a cell like an animal ( which I deserved every day of) i guess i've just grown old and am sick of it. So for the past 4 years I've been working as hard as I can an try'n to do my best. But the decades of not being a part of society and not learning how to function in society, doing my best just isn't good enough. I'm totally lost out here! I've hit some pot-holes an don't know what to do. I know it's not the end of the world, but at times I feel as tho it is. A lot of my normal developing didn't happen, being locked up starting at about 10 years of age till now,, emotionally I have no control, I missed all those classes as I did most of the school of life. I just don't want to go backwards. Well anyway I'd sure appreciate hearing from anyone, I've gotten myself in a jam, as I'm sure most people do during life, but I don't know the proper steps to take to correct things. Money is running out and I'm getting a little scared. With some guidance, if ya have the time, I'd sure be grateful. Thank You Ray 323-491-9520